C h a n g e

And I cannot, honestly cannot recall
at least one time, anytime at all
when I felt like you were completely mine
I swear, I've always had doubts,
But I always ignored them
I always told myself to just stop thinking,
stop thinking and just live, for once
but when I stopped thinking ,
I stopped realizing that I was sharing.
Sharing you, the one I'm devoted to,
with someone that you mean nothing to.