Monster

I've become a monster
No really, I'm a monster
Fucking look at me,
Can't you see this monster
the scars I bare
because I'm too fucking scared
to let you know, I love you
I watch you from afar
take mental pictures of that
fake smile you just love to wear
the farther you get
the more monster I become
so I give and I give
maybe then you'll look past the ugly
because I know you, will never love me